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the darkness made you cringe
i was tired and unignited
the many hats i wore for you
every weakness so apparent
down the stretch i couldn't be oblivious
to your sadness and your trauma
i am grounded by the sunshine
in your wild eyes
the terrible lies
only wanna smash the window
robbing us sober
sinking much lower
warm-blooded not beautiful anymore
i'm just getting older
i'm tired of life
but too wired to die
when you said "do you want to _____ ___ tonight?"
i should've headed
towards my room
i had no clue
that you would ask and try to make a life
and then you changed your mind
(suddenly everything has changed)
play that song, while you lie
i try to come towards heavenly everything
but why bother trying?
(it's all going to end when we move again)

i am avalanching, ambulancing
not sane and not crazy
reliably unhappy
and wishing for consistency
or some kind of everything
some kind of everything!
but why bother trying?


from Silent Light, released May 4, 2017




Garden on a Trampoline Chicago, Illinois

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Formerly known as James Eric & Automatic Pilot. Greg Kot of The Chicago Trib., described one of my records as "Tucked with introspective lyrics and grand washes of shoegazer guitar." ... more

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